I guess I'd most identify as a submissive, masochist closet crossdresser. Is that even a label? Submissive in that I dislike making choices and prefer just being told what to do, makes it easier. Submissive in that it's definitely easier for me to relinquish control to someone who is more capable. Submissive in that I get somewhat scared in a confrontation and give in fairly easily. I enjoy pain in varying degrees, ranging from sensual to just straight-up pain, although I prefer the latter. People who have inflicted pain on me in the past have enjoyed themselves, and I enjoy receiving it, everyone wins. Still haven't had anything too bad though, in my personal opinion. Closet because well, no one in my life currently knows about the crossdressing and whole ALT scene I'm exploring. Crossdresser because I really do enjoy the feel of women's clothes, and the few individuals I've been with have enjoyed dressing me up to their standards, and I've enjoyed being 'dolled' up. I'm fairly shy and reserved upon a first meeting, but will open up with time. Always excited to try something new, might as well have some fun right?

Kalat