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I would describe myself as a kinky but shy crossdresser that yearns to be a woman. I love dressing in girly clothes and being as feminine as possible. I suppose that makes me a male lesbian of sorts.

While listed here, I do not always crossdress...in fact, lately, I rarely do. I mean, I clearly have a part of me that craves to...I think it is in wanting to feel pretty, sexy, and fun. Maybe its because it is sort of a tabboo. i don't know.

So, while I'm sort of a closet crossdresser at the moment, perhaps one in semi-denial, that doesn't change what I wish to be. I'm real, friendly, generous, honest and harmless. I would like this to be "our" secret...something intimate that we share, and no one else knows about.

I'm VERY open-minded and accepting, and never judge others...likely because I know how that feels. I do have a few lines I won't cross. I'm flesh & blood afterall, and have my own feelings, dreams, and wishes. I tend to move slow at first, and this being online, will likely move somewhat slower still. Everyone has to feel safe and secure, and move at their own pace.

Ram

Dun

5' 9 (1.75 m)

Hazelnootkleurig

Blank

Single

Nee

Ja

Ogen

Donkerbruinharig

Geen huisdieren

Ja

Bachelor

Zelfstandig

Restaurants / Catering

Met Huisgeno(o)ten, Met Ouder(s)

Is het lekker rustig

Nee

Ja - Als ik uitga

Nerd

Verlegen, Vriendelijk

Sport, Lezen, Films, Eten, Reizen

Thuis blijven, Films, Me verkleden

An ideal date would have me initially as my male self, stressing out over my fear that I'll be thought of as a weird or bizarre when the truth gets revealed. During this date, perhaps over dinner, as I gained the confidence to trust her, I'd tell her some of my desires, and she'd be excited by it, wanting to partake in it...not disgusted with it, and not merely tolerant of it. Something promising me then and there that this could perhaps be something more... Basically, an ideal first date is me trusting someone to tell them who I really am, and finding a friendly, accepting, and understanding response.

Like many the dress, I like the idea of being submissive. The more I submit, the more I start to believe I really care for that person. When in love, I essentially abandon free thought on many things. I suppose I'd like to try just seeing how long that could last, how far I'd go in trusting someone, and how deep I'd allow myself to fall.

Vriendelijk, Iemand die ze willen zijn

Agnostisch

Nooit

Like everyone else's...to find happiness.

Droge Humor / Sarcastisch, Vriendelijk, Sadistischh

Nieuws, Komedies, Films, Sport

Komedie, Romantiek, Drama

Rock, Pop, Klassiek, Ik hou niet van muziek

Fictie, Politiek, Wetenschappelijk

Ideally...to be in love. But to get there, I'd like to be a man by day so to speak, and allowed to reveal my more feminine side at night. I'd like a woman who can indulge and partake in that, and I'll obediently love her for it, and treat her like my own goddess.

Intelligentie, Goed Uiterlijk, Empathie, Flirterig, Bedachtzaamheid

I'm looking for a kind, intelligent, person...ready and willing to accept me as I am, to have fun, to be loved, and hopefully, capable of loving me.

Een Internet Vriendje, Vriend, Date, Intimiteit, Vastigheid